January 2011
9 posts
oh my fuck this is killing me. the few months i was away from a piano was torture and now that i’m here, i haven’t played because i always end up getting too frustrated over how clumsy i am now, since i haven’t practiced in months i’ll sit down &start to practice for maybe half an hour, and give up out of frustration and whenever i get in an honest “fuck yes...
Jan 23rd
the question came up jokingly: “why do we put up with this shit?” it was a joke, but now i can’t stop fucking thinking about it.
Jan 18th
“suddenly she wasn’t sure of not having loved him with a love she...”
– l’amant
Jan 18th
this song is strange and absolutely beautiful. i could listen to it on repeat for ages. i’ve done it before &i think i will again, now. I want to make you happy just a little I want to find you something which is certain I found nothing lying, weeping, bleeding You never saw me weeping on the floor It’s impossible to advise anybody Be courageous, take it easy, just show...
Jan 17th
“i’ve figured out you can’t forget things, even if there is always a way to do it. you just can’t. you can only accept the past. and you can only accept the fact that it is unchangeable and that it happened. and that it’s better to remember than to forget. no matter how much you might think otherwise.” words from two years ago, my prior enlightenment. i really...
Jan 17th
i know what the bump on my head is from but i’m not entirely sure how i got the black eye. i actually really enjoyed last night, for once, up until the end.. i wish i was better at helping people be happy. and i wish there wasn’t so much bullshit between me and him. and i somewhat wish i that i had fallen down a little harder. i feel like i still have smoke in my lungs, alcohol in my...
Jan 17th
Jan 15th
fight club-> “You’re not your job. You’re not how much money you have in the bank. You’re not the car you drive. You’re not the contents of your wallet. You’re not your fucking khakis.” “We’re consumers. We are by-products of a lifestyle obsession. Murder, crime, poverty, these things don’t concern me. What concerns me are ...
Jan 15th
Jan 6th